DA, you may be seeing more of me. Or you may not. Who knows.


just try and say what you meanWords are liars, I have learned that your traitor brain will trip over itself in eagerness to try and translate. There are no truths in literature (which, I am sad to say, does not stop me from seeking such things there) Certainties do not exist in letters or speech. Honesty is a myth.just try and say what you mean


a losing battlesometimes i feel like i am being burnt from the inside i am blinded from behind the eyes and cannot think my nerves are seared and filled with a wild, singing tension that disrupts movement and logica losing battle
there is a heavy presence that moves inside my chest and curls discontentedly around my lungs and heart it sleeps and sighs and crushes me as it steals my breath and dreams fitful dreams
and inside my head, small and hungry, something mean-spirited where information is lost to its appetite thought patterns are rerouted and it delights in despair and disori


your hidden profile languageYou were in my reflection, once. I was startled out of self-absorbed inspection, you were saying something, gone. I look for you still. (You are always and never there, lurking in the crook of cartilage, eyebrows raised, jaw uplifted, waiting.)your hidden profile language
I have yet to find anything of consequence.


going greeni write b ro ken things cracked and faded bits that cling to oneanother in desperation i trail behind them gathering catching pieces on my tongue and spitting them out before they can d i si n t eg ra t e quietly rewording and recycling saving the planet one syllable at a time.going green
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"Streams and rivers are welcomed into the ocean. Accepting everyone, no one is left out. When one knows one is part of something larger than oneself, one can relax. The river floods when its banks are full. Respect your limits; just do what you can do".
I know we don't talk as much now. But just wanted to say hi.
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"You think if we had met earlier in my life, we might have been friends?" -Roco, Cowboy Bebop Session 7: Waltz for Venus
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